Signs, Signs...Everywhere There's Signs....

I went to my therapist today and she mentioned that she didn't think I was nearly as crazy as everyone has been telling me I am (can you see why she's my therapist).

Is it bad that I almost asked her to write a note so I could wear it around my neck and show it off to other people for proof...

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